my thots.
to live & die is easy.to live & work is tough.
but to live & love is brave.
isolated.
Keith Tan aka 孝义04.01.86 Capricorn
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
nokia care u sux !! arghz !!!rush dwn to suntec wanna service my phone.. reach there the girl told me close liao now is normal shop do sale oni wtf !!!
NOKIA U CLOSE UR SERVICE CENTRE DUN NID INFORM UR CONSUMER ??!!
angry den i ask where is the next nearest ? the girl say wheel lock place ... but today got event u go they also dun entertain u ... WHAT U MEAN BY DUN ENTERTAIN U ?
nokia phone getting more and more lousy , service more and more lousy but price getting more and more expensive zzzz dam u nokia ~
2:41 PM
Monday, November 23, 2009
so nice this song but so hard to sing T.T
6:23 PM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
serlously ... who like ppl who behaved like a stalker ??2:45 AM
Yes i found it ~ nice song enjoy it ~
2:24 AM
ello ~ today went to gathering =_= end up is peter de son bday ... gone empty handed =_= hai me so pai seh .... nv bring cash to bao ang bao also peter really is hor like to make me pai seh ... tmr winnie baby 1mth old but i cannot go muz go repair fone and training =_= so bz ... but all the bz is $$ go outward now inwards sad sad sad ... i seriously need find a part time job lehz who can help me ????
very poor~
i wan find song de mtv dun hv sia youtube ... sian ....b4 slp go find find see hv bo ....
2:12 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
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Friday, November 20, 2009
Sometime if thing u can use ur brain and think one pls dun ask .. to me its like a stupid question , or that person does not even bother to think to me its a super turn off spoil my mood and kiam kan !3:21 PM
Saw this car ytd at AMK auto point i think he go respray colour its a RX7 sprit R the tail light is different ~ nice car i wish i can own one of the FD3S >.< rx7 super flat the roof is around my chest only not even near to my shoulder ^^
1:56 PM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
小皮谢谢你 ！！！ 我真的好久没这么开心了 谢谢 ！
1:47 AM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
stupid mio .. ever since got it start up was slow once i on com have to wait abt 10-30 mins b4 i can open IE or chrome .. and keep dc dc wif or w/o lan cable same wire or wireless same ... lousy and he dare claim that he is the fastest internet wth !!! seriously piss me off ... now 3 com oni got 1 can connect wth !!!10:19 PM
sad sia my blog no supporter eh ~
3:10 PM
Thursday, November 05, 2009
wish list hmmm ... HKS SSQV , some fuel saving device , CF gear knob round de best is CTR gear knob size , delfi VSDX , suede wrap my steering and shift boot , HID conversion kit ，tein EDFC , GFB under drive pulley . . .5:11 AM
New member joined my family today ... i name him 小皮 cuz impreza in taiwan they call is 硬皮鲨 LOL please help me think of better name for him ....
i love him alot except he eat petrol like foc sia ... 100km half tank i wanna cry >.<
pics of him will be up once he is done up .. cuz his body kit abit spoil spoil paint work also cui liao..
stay in tuned !
BTW ma u promised a set of custom made 3m mat dun forget hor ... dun act blur forget ah ...
5:03 AM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
三年后的重逢 只是擦肩而过11:59 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Just hope things goes my way this time...ok dun tok abt that liao got 3rd place in blackshot compy last week ! hehe happy
pics is at my fb lazy upload laptop very slow LOL...
many things dun goes my way still ... how sad can it be... ?
haiz... and i have a very long list of wish list any1 wanna sponsor ? or buy me ? keke list will be coming up soon ~ my bday coming who can let me chop head ? keke...
9:36 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
From Mama, to my sOnnyEveryone is born different to this world. Some rich, some poor, some fat, some thin, some pretty. some ugly, some handicapped or some with illness.
But no matter how good or how bad, each of them are lucky. Becuz they all owe lil' things which others do not have.
Like someone who is born handicapped, can experience more love & patience than any other people in e world.
Like someone who is born rich, but lacks true family love.
Like someone who is born ugly comes with e gift of optimism & a loving heart.
Yes, I know there are many people out there who are bless with many many things than others. But it's okay, because we can choose to see & compare ourselves to the less-fortunate people & be contented with our life.
Boy, in life.. it's about how we choose to see things in our eyes. How to choose to believe what we see, that alters our thinking.. guide our actions & shape our destiny. Everyone's life is hard & tough, just in 1 way or another.
Maybe ur life is tougher, but i know my boy is tougher too. The ability & strength which far far exceeds others.. which is given to u to face e rough waves in ur life.
How good or how bad ones' life is.. really depends on how u see life. One can have everything but life is still meaningless & wasted. Or one can have just the necessities & be happy & contented.
If things u always planned always screw up, then dun plan. Take things as it is.. even it means u have to spend extra time & do a lil' more work... it's fun & learning in e process.
If your life is long & meaningless, then it's useless to lead sucha long life. Den live ur life as what it is today.. it doesnt matter how much u have in life.. it's how happy or how meaningful that counts. Even if you worth nothing to others, but to urself.. u are priceless.
Does giving coins to e beggar makes u happy?
Does giving old ahma $ makes u happy?
Does helping others makes u happy?
Does working hard makes u happy?
Yes, giving to the less-fortunate comfort your heart, helping e weaker others makes u feel u're better than them, working hard makes u realise tt u have e ability & capabilities. Those may be intangible & u dont really think of them when you do it. Bt very sub-consciously.. u're feeling this way. It's e tiny weeny gains in return for something good.
Sooooooooooooooooooooo.. Whatever your life is, has nothing got to do with you kind or not.. etc etc. It's more of how u see things & make things goes in your life.. AT THIS MOMENT. If u think e way of life u're having now is not happy.. den change lo. If u think work hard & waste ur life away will makes u happier, den go ahead.
Yes, i would rather see u lead a normal & more fulfilling life.. like ask u study hard, earn more $, save more $.. then ask u find a good ger & get married.. have ur own family. But if all these is making u so unhappy right now.. then i rather you lead a happy & wasted life. Till e day, when u think that u're able get back & work for your future again.. I will be willing to be supportive.. & be by ur side once again.
Boy, everything has a plus & minus effect. Look on e bright side.. be happy & take things in strains. And things will always appear to be not so bad afterall. :)
*HUGS HUGS*
P.S Karma works in a BIG BIG LOOPS.. that's why those baddie always look like they did not get what they deserve. But actually no.. they just havent get it YET. I think Good Karma works this way too.
12:06 AM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
i hate my life...seriously...i dunno wat had i done wrong...
from young ppl tell me work hard for wat u wan sure 1 day u will get it..
i had been working very very hard saving very very hard.. even drop my standard i still dun get wat i want..
no matter wat sure cope up somewhere... who can tell me why my life like tt suay ?!
go see fortune teller.. he told me "no hope" whole life like that ...
i had always been a kind person... trying to help those in need.. walk pass begger give them some coins i have wif me.. auntie walk up to me "boy gimme $2 i no $ go home" i also will give.. but y treat me like tt ?!
really i dunno wat i wan in life anymore.. i dun feel like working hard anymore.. i dun feeling like saving anymore.. wats the point i save so hard dun go out hide at home while ppl enjoying life...
i dunno wat i wan liao dun ask me i dunno...
i seriously thinks that when i am born i was born in a salted veg farm....
5:46 PM
Saturday, October 03, 2009
I Am Getting My Wife Soon ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Hope this time nth crope upfinger cross !
12:06 AM
Thursday, October 01, 2009
7:36 PM
how many ppl muz i scold in a day ?!
1st is the uob cb op ask him to check things ask me go google or yahoo check myself ! wtf ppl anyhow charge my card i go yahoo search who .. wat kinda service is this ?
den my mum ask her call and check things cuz its under her name she act clever call ask other ppl ... cb no brain...
everytime act clever...tell her wat to do liao still ask ppl do stupid things forever act clever...
who kiam kan wan lai one shot today let me scold cb..
make me high blood stoke die better dun do abit each day 1 time all come better die faster dun waste my time
1:00 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Haiz i was reading kimchigirl's blog juz now... more read more sian...really 人要生要生对洞。
At age of 19 hmm 19 i if i am not wrong ...
take class 3 pass liao str8 buy car...
makes me think abt when i was 18 go learn car...ppl who know me will know i love car more than anything else...
work reapir car plus part time waiter juz hope to save up a sum to buy car... but tt time car was damn ex... coe back then was like 30+ thousand...even a bloody hyundai cost 60+ thousand...
so i was syco by a fren to take up bike..
so i use all my saving to learn until when i was 19 i pass tt time i was abt 1st week in ns when i pass i so happy...b4 i go ns i know i need to earn more so i worked very very hard juz to save abt 2k to get a bike...
ORD i its 2yr plus now still cant affort a car !!! try loan on civic fail damn !
What i was trying to say is i worked so so hard ..nv anyhow spend juz hide at home everyday seldom go out...so niao dun dare anyhow spend... still cant even get a car...
ppl juz pass haven find job got car drive liao.. i not oni saying her a few of my fren was like tt...a honda city when she is still studying ! wtf ~
its so good to born in a rich family.. me leh want buy parent dun help nvm ... dun gif $ nvm...even wanna use their name they tell me " u use my name to buy how much u wanna gimme" it was like wtf ! i use ur name cuz i wanna save insure $ and u tell me to gif u $ cuz i use ur name to buy ..
why other parent can try their best to help wat their kid wants but not mine ?
my dad once wan my sis to learn class 3 she say " no lancer i dun go learn" end up my father really go buy lancer end up leh ? nv go AT ALL! BTT also nv go arghz...
my bro like madza 3 den my mum ask me go scout for cheap mazda 3
den wat abt me ?! they ever go find out wat car i wants ? i am a realistic person i dun dream for GTR lambo SLK .. but y arent they helping me ..not even abit..
i had been wondering am i blood realated to them anot lo... when i am in ns my bike to prob i still hv to LEND $$ from my mum to repair..had she ever appreacte that tt bike actually saved her life ?! when she is in hospital the $ i am goona buy bike i lend her lo if i not gonna buy bike u tink she will hv enuf $ to pay hospital deposit ?!
If i was given a chance i dun wanna be in this world at all !
work work worked so hard work like dog ... ppl who work wif me in hotel line b4 will know i super $ face everyday i go work i nv get $96 i wont go home i will juz go other dept to beg for them to gimme work ~ its was like $6 per hour imagine how many hour i work a day...
and its everyday ! i oni off on sunday to meet gf ...
but others it juz came so easy .. very easy... BMW mercs all the good car they juz choose...y cant i ? i oni wished for a civic also cannot...i am not asking type R lor..really if i am not rich i am not gonna get marry..
fuck them ~ when i am rich u remeber how u treated u better remeber !
what i want is all my hard work get de .. and i am not like so uselees fucker leeches how old liao still dun work ppl in poly can work part time he play game de time more den he go sch ! wtf
wan wat have wat..wear nice nice clothes go out i wear cheap cheap t shirt cuz i get it myself ! not u all buy me one !!!
damn angry dun wan blog liao more blog more angry other day den whine
11:07 PM
靠树树会倒 ， 人若是靠得住 ， 母猪会上树。
I decided...求人不如求己 。
ask ppl to help do things always not done ..make me dam piss off...forever like that...if u dun wanna help right from the start please tell me u dun wanna help...
now i decide to change...now what things i also say once... dun do nvm i do it myself ..dun help nvm i got hand got leg wont die !
9:41 PM